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Tuesday, 09 December 2008

  • lifeguard.




    photography by: brian to

    When ashes to ashes, and dust to dust
    Would have claimed everything I had become
    You went through hell and back just to get me out of there.

    From the bottom to the top,
    My resiliency to bounce back from anything,
    Was contingent upon having You in my life.

    I'm an imperfect person, living in an imperfect world,
    You are the only one walks on water,
    Who can remind me of everything I'm still worth.

    Welcome to my world,
    Welcome to my heart,
    I put my trust in You, and in You alone.









Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • This morning

    I woke up the text of my sister who was more than two hours ahead in a completely different state. She said she was happy that we had a new president but that there were also many others who were disappointed and mad about what had happened the previous night. I was still tired from the night before but it was confirmation that what I thought had happened... actually happened.

    Many are in disbelief. Many are disappointed. Many are angry and bitter about the turnout of the elections. But it dawned on me that many are also missing the point. For many Americans who have long awaited this day through decades of torment, the impossible became possible. For once I see that the democratic system actually works to reflect the voice of the people. For once I can see that we are crossing bi-partisan lines, bi-racial lines, bi-religious lines to work together for a common purpose of uniting the country that we all call home.

    What does it mean to be American? What does the culture of Americanism present to us and what does it encompass? I'll tell you what it isn't. It isn't defined by one type of people, or one type of religion, or one type of social class. To be American, we share in the belief that there are values worth preserving and worth fighting for. The simple elemental freedoms that are due to every man, woman, and child. Freedom of expression, freedom of individuality, freedom of speech, freedom from religious persecution, freedom to pursue happiness, freedom to be what we choose to be.

    The first immigrants left a country of tyranny to pursue religious freedom, to worship as they chose to, to find and discover new possibilities in a whole new world. How far we have come, but how far we have had to go. I believe God's blessing is still upon this country, even though some believe his grace is departing. In the end, all things are appointed to him to be done and used for his unseen purposes. But beyond the religious undertones of what I'm trying to say lurks the possibility of a new beginning. A new beginning where we see things that were unattainable as somehow attainable. Where the cliche phrases of the past that spoke of being able to do whatever we set our minds to, was now within my grasp of understanding.

    I look back on the many years of discriminant judgements coming from people who were not like me. I look back at the intolerance that was practiced from those who claimed to be accepting. I look back and see the mistreatment of the people of lesser opportunity as my parents and I see a new hope on the horizon; and although we have much work to do, I know that the sentiment and the tide of change is coming. Our American culture as we know it is again changing, and if we are not embracing that change, than we are only hurting ourselves as we close ourselves to the endless possibilities of everything we can achieve as the American people.

    You may not like it. You can be disappointed, but I still believe that everything happens for a reason. At the end of the day, God is still God, and everything is in his hands. I do not stop trusting in His purpose and his will for us and what he wants to do for this country and I promise I will do whatever it takes to play my part for the new vision he has.

    Let's close the chapter of ignorance and hate. Let's open up the doors for opportunity to help our brothers and sisters who are less fortunate than us and let us promote unity within our homes, churches, work places, schools, and communities, for a nation divided against itself cannot and will not stand. Divided we fall, United we stand.


Thursday, 11 September 2008

  • Letter to mitch

    Dear Mitch,

    Brother, I miss you a lot. The youth group often ask where you are and when you are coming back down to see them. They miss you too and your guitar playing skills.I remember what it felt like to be confined between four walls; I remember looking out the windows and seeing a blue sky; I remember my body wanting to break free physically. Fortunately God had placed me into a room with other inmates that were doing bible studies every night. It was my source of hope through those dark times but it reinforced God's voice in my life even when I was locked up.

    In Jeremiah 29:11, God is saying to you, "For I know the plans I have for you. I have plans to prosper you and not to harm you; plans to give you a hope and a future." He goes on to say in v. 12-14 that "You will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart. I will be found by you; I will bring you back from captivity."

    I know God allowed me to make the decisions only because he loved me enough to show me where his loving grace was enough to cover a multitude of sins. I had destroyed my family with many years of drug abuse, to the point of blaming myself for their divorce. I had destroyed the family business because of the reputation that I had earned around town. I had destroyed a relationship that I had with someone I loved so much because I was so addicted to my destructive lifestyle. But God spoke through the darkness and said that he would restore me if I would turn away from my old life. It didn't happen right away of course; it took many years of learning for myself and finding what it truly meant to surrender.

    I moved down to San Jose in June of 06' to be closer with the youth group and also to establish the dance ministry. We had our first performance July 4th of this year. God allowed me to use so many of the youth who had come from broken families, broken past, and even some with violent histories to come together for a greater purpose, to bring God glory and to unite the body of Christ. You are a part of that same family, and you always will be.

    I hear it's your birthday coming up. I want to wish you a very happy birthday this year! Although I am not there with you, I am there with you in spirit. God brought you into this world with purpose and he still has his purpose defined for your life. Do not give into the lies of the enemy which says that you'll never be able to get back to where you were. True, you wont get back to where you were because God is going to take you higher. Remember that you have a light in your heart, God is rekindling that fire, and he wants you to be a message of hope where you are right now. Set the captives free; physically? No. Spiritually? Yes. The same power that raised Christ from the dead lives in you my brother.

    "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, the old has gone, the new has come." 2 Corinthians 5:17

    Your brother in Christ,
    Vinh Nguyen
  • Confessions

    I can eat cheetos going around a 45mph curve.
    I don't like my current job but I enjoy the paycheck at the end of every month.
    I think I just want to finish school to check it off the list for my parents.
    I'd like to see my dreams of the dance ministry growing into something that is able to manage itself.
    I believe my future wife will love photography just as much as I do.
    I love the options of the city life but I love the peace and quiet of the endless forests of the towns of nowhere.
    I often have visions of doing things that are greater than what I am capable of because of what God has implanted in me.
    I'm here and everywhere all at the same time with my thoughts and with my heart.
    I'd love to travel to any country where my help is needed at any given moment.

Friday, 05 September 2008

  • My prayer

    Heal my heart and make it clean
    Open up my eyes to the things unseen
    Show me how to love like you have loved me

    Break my heart from what breaks yours
    Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
    As I go from nothing to Eternity


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  • Im a proud Lion that speaks his heart and continues dancing despite of any opposition. I'm passionate about life and helping others to see what they might have not seen otherwise.

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